So, in which I go ahead and beg for money? This is fucked up, but I'm terrified. So.. Now with edited photo!
I don't know what I'm doing, guys. Is this a mistake? How much is my "goal"? Is this
(5k) too high? Too low? (Raised it. Worst case scenario is refunds and/or a donation to RAINN or a legal defense fund.) Am I insane? (Is this real life? Are you my real mom?)
I dunno. But there it is. I wrote the check and put it in the mailbox (one of those CC checks some card companies give you) for the retainer, and suddenly I'm hyperventilating again. I just don't know wtf to do.
I've got it set so it's not searchable on gofundme's main page, because I'm still trying not to easily doxx us/her, but will I?
Big surprise: fix my life, GT, plz?
eta: if you do donate, please know if this ends in a settlement you will be refunded, and I will email you any info you want to know I'm not Raffeying you.
BIG FAT HUGE UPDATE: RETAINER IS COVERED. YOU ARE AMAZING. OK? EVERY ONE OF YOU!!